this is right

tired eye close for day/ there is no regret/ thre no plac/ i don7t know what i elieve/ but i feel sfe /what do i need/for god and for coutry/i'll fight/for god and for country i'll die for /god and for country/ my soul is so alive/lay down your arms to me/lay down your arms /for god and for country/ in tis life/for god and for country/ my soul/is so alive/i cannot sleeep/ i dont think i am doing right/oh you want me/oh you want for me/but if i dont reply/ you want for me/emotion is only my evidence/ this tears/ this feeling/this love/this something i can't explain is what is life/coding is fun/coding is satisfying/but in the end i feel i have something in my hand/do i have something in my hand/that is the most important thing i want to feel/something i can lose/i feel i have something/not things i cantouch, but something i cannot touch/i want to have that/do i havethat?/sorry i don't/something exciting/sorry i don't have/anymore/seems to me something changed/seachange in me/in bad way/nothingness scares hell out of me/but don'tlisten seriously/cause this is just a song//usually i don't feel this way/so i make mework/hard/sleep/hard/play/hard/so idon't have to feel this way/just do it kind of style/but this is right/this is so right/i was wrong/cause i don't feel ia have any/

hello mate

death from above


my back


my neck


my bone


my brain


death


from


above



he is testing me, muy life, my soul, my life, me i, fail,me, loser,he is testing no more


that is why i am sucks such a loser


i faled that is why it is not working


the way i want


death from above


no order


no pattern


world order


my order

nothing


death


erase


me


left


nothin


left


nothing


even my pain

my pain my back my neck my brain


pain brain pain



even the pain does not leave trace of me lived here right now right now right now right now irght now


can you feel it now?


i am here


are you here?


i am here


yes i am talking to you here right now


please answer me


are you listening


what uyear what time what time


my name is free style fucker...


what is your name?


i am abbout to sleep


tired back pain

no

i am not sick


but tired and back pain


depressed, a little...


not really serious, youknow...


no dream no wpower,

i feel nothing


no music,



4 o'clock, in front of a monitor


it is 2007, december 23rd

almos christmass

how about you?

are you feeling ok?


are you feeling sad>?

are you in love>

do you have someone taking care of


do you have someone you take care of


do you have someone you care

do you care someone


brother, mother,father,grandma...


do you have friend...


do you have someone you like


do you like someone


do you feel anything?


no...



if my family is gone...

and i cannot love someone anymore...


and i do not have friend anymore


and i do not have anyone to share my thought and things happened to me


just tv, and internet, and informations, and coffeeshop, and lunch and dinner and sometimes breakfast, and

many many Seven Elevens...

and no one else i care..

just me...


if i become like this, then cwould i be able to laugh as i do right now

would i be able tyo sleep happily like right now


would i be able to read scientific books and wonder about the world like i do right now


i don't know


how about you


how are

you


how are you


are you listening to me



i am robot


i want your reply


i am robot


i want your reply


i feel like i am alone in this world

in this universe


how about you


can you feel anything


cold, hot , hungry,



is better than nogthing



when cold you want warm

when hot you want water


but the primitive wish
primitive too primitive
i don't want to be that primitive living thing...


i don't want to think only like that...


i want to be able to think...

thinking all the time...


this is still better than iwhat i just said...


how about you


are you still listening


i think i have to sleep right now..

tomorrow
i have to finish my work...

i have to work


i have to work


for someone


for people


for co0worker


for coworker


not my friend


just co-worker who are dreaming of getting huge amount of money


just moneuy and no gal


he wants money


i want something else


i want somethingelse


friend

love


happiness


maybe
money can help


i don't know anuymore


what is right

and what is wrong


universe

stars


moon


dark


cat


night


me


monitor


life


porn


sleep


dream



i want to talk to you

but i have to

go


sorry

you too sleep


i feel

you


i know you listen


i know you are listening


you are not alone


i am here


but i
have to sleep


i have to go


thanks foe listening


goodnight


my mate


see you soon


good night...



bye

dark silent night

4 am

this is usual

this is time

to sleep

when people wake i sleep

when people open i close

people drink i dream

dreaming isreal

dooms day dream

scientific solution

graph red green blue and white on black board

window shade

shattering glass

star light

my order

sound of sleep
rest i learn
rest i lean
rest be rest


tears falls quietly
behind the door upstairs

dark room scares me to weep sad sad silence of sleep blanket deep
cat sleep under the full moon

before her eyes sky move fast
star s move faster

whole sky of night moves from up left to down right at night left me cold

cat never speaks because she knows it is happening
the thing people don't know
cat feels the night cold and silent
under the blanket i wept and wept and wept
cannot sleep

only i feel the moon light and smell of the house and sound of the wind and the movement of the sky and me weeping at the end of theworld

only cat knew everything

only me and the cat knew it

mother i cannot do

mother
i am nothing

mother

i am filthy

mother

i can't be what you want

cause i came so far... from start...


maybe this is slow dissapointment ... for you

maybe this is slow dissapointment for you


maybe this is slow motion dissapointment of you and me...
you and me...
you and me and everyone else i know....

this sucks.....

what happen to me

what is wrong to me....


life was good and beautiful and happended

but now is slow nothing wrongs.....


but everything else is beautiful...
but everything still shines ...

just i cannot seee

just i cannnot feeel

jst i cant do.

and i cannot undone... anymore...


fix is unavail...

help never comes...
everything f fall apart

to the deep hole of dark nothing

endless, endless fall...

to deep black hole...

mother..

i cannot do anything...for you

mother i cannot do anything for me...

mother i cannot do anything for you

Free styel fucker rawk your ass

hehe

i am coming back yes i am
i am coming back yes i am


ai am free styel FuckEr
I don't scare nothing
I don'tscare nothing
cause i mim free stylej
my free styoe rawk rawk your ass
assssss

cause when i think of things i think of thins the way i dream17 hours...
the evel dream is not my dream


evel dream is not my dreqam

tay zonday
tay zonday

you are my hero cause you fuckin scare nothing

cause i am what i want to be right now

id on't scare nothing
no wrong can be done here right now
here right now

here right now you
monther
fuckers

year is near here

you have no clue what i am hehe
you havenoclue hwt i am
this is good time and
this is good year

good time

good time


digg
digg

digg
digg

good time

good time

digg
digg
digg
dig

Today's Fuckin' Google Trends

Wow, google trends is actually very useful place to learn what is happening right now. I wonder why I didn't use it before. This is really good staff. Good Shit. If I could link this text it would be really great.

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2. leah hickman
3. danielle fischel
4. citros flavored vodka
5. south street
6. jessica simpson mask
7. in good company soundtrack
8. richmond coliseum
9. susan walsh
10. the truth about chuck norris
11. new mexico road conditions
12. coppin state
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14. robert reed
15. nach baliye 3 winner
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18. the black veil
19. susan olsen
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24. charles stuart
25. sam kinison

26. arabella spencer churchill
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28. prime rib recipes
29. ali michael
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31. son of the mask
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37. jennifer runyon
38. vampirefreaks.com
39. christmas myspace comments
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42. ruin romo
43. meredith salenger
44. valkyries
45. shakespeare his eyes are fire with weeping
46. horseradish sauce
47. dbpsw 071222x
48. old yeller
49. ben savage
50. confessions of a teenage drama queen

51. nick.com/play to vote
52. okka magadu songs
53. 2nd life
54. steelsound 4h professional gaming headset
55. elizabeth bathory
56. raton pass road conditions
57. after christmas sale
58. larry winget
59. french toast casserole
60. floyd casey stadium
61. roger maris
62. galveston bay
63. georgetown basketball
64. american graffiti
65. dream day first home
66. apis
67. breakfast casserole
68. ruinromo.com
69. standing rib roast
70. lake louise canada
71. nasdtec
72. new orleans bowl
73. memphis basketball
74. pftausw 071222u
75. beef tenderloin

76. sacha baron cohen
77. before you go
78. potatoes au gratin
79. tony blair catholic
80. wichita airport
81. december 22
82. dallas convention center
83. rock racing
84. csi recall
85. santa tracker
86. kristi koslow
87. yulia volkova
88. myspace.com/zune
89. eve plumb
90. anthony adverse
91. gregg kaulfers
92. taare zameen par
93. the negotiator
94. gone baby gone
95. www.vampirefreaks.com
96. eric volz
97. cadillac recall
98. boogeyman 2
99. hunter rain boots
100. new mexico department of transportation

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Fuckin' I did it hehe.
These are links...
Wait it is not link to anything...
Fuck you.