After watching Alfred Hitchcock's Blackmail.

Alfred Hitchcock is the man. yeah he is my man. yes. he is.
on iTunes I listened so many songs from 1920s and 1930s after I watched Blackmail by Alfred Hitchcock. It was made in 1929. Yeah. I love the sound of the time. The sound of Piano. The music. Cool stuff. By the way. J's bday. Yes. My friend. I should have called him. too bad I didn't. Regret that. Now is the time 6:00am. I'm still awake. Doing nothing. Smashing Pumpkins are going to come back. They gonna release album soon. Next year, Jan. I cannot wait. Actually I can wait. I'll be ready then. I have so many thing to do before my 30th birthday, This year. Yes I have to do something about it. I have to clear my mind. I have to start doing something new. Something I can continue work on. I still don't know what I should start working on. That is really problem for me. I read books about politics, bought manga about politics, so many great books about science and archaeology, and history of human, salt, the place I live.
I also cook, clean up my room. Tidy up my room. Wash my clothes without wash machine. I bought garbage cans, one for paper, one for plastic. I also bought toilet brush;shiny stainless outside. I am doing so many, but I still don't have something I really love to do. I hope I have something I really like to do like drawing. I am thinking of drawing trees. Yeah, trees. Something green. Something soothing to look at. Something really simple for the start. I don't know. Oh well What else What else.
..............................Movies is great I watch many movies recently. I rent movies, and copies to my HD for my collection, so I can watch again and again.
That's really great. Yeah, recently old movies are priced just 500 yen. It is because public domained after something years of creation. My grandma, mom also bought few of them. They remember those films as really good, but it really wasn't, they said. Maybe sometimes you remember things more beautiful than it actually was. Sometimes we exaggerate things...... oh well. I am getting tired. Oh great. This is my pattern. Sleeping disorder. Fuck. I hate it.